As I approached
the end of this very long series on authority, I realized that 16 parts
wouldn’t quite suffice. Because of some unfortunate circumstances involving
friends of mine, I’ve been forced to look at priesthood in a different light. I
want to share some of my thoughts, but I promise this is the last post in this long
series.
What I have concluded
is that when all is said and done, all the analysis in the world will matter
very little unless priesthood is efficacious, unless it does what we (and God)
want it to do. And for me this has become a somewhat perplexing matter. How do
we gauge the efficacy of priesthood? Certainly priesthood has provided a stable
hierarchical leadership structure based on the concepts of quorums and keys.
But is that all priesthood is—a form of governing authority? As discussed in
earlier posts, the institutional Church could probably have survived and
thrived just fine under some other organizing principle. Priesthood is just one
of several possibilities for institutional authority.
Perhaps a key to
this question is in D&C 84:20–21: “Therefore, in the ordinances [of the
priesthood], the power of godliness is manifest. And without the ordinances
thereof, and the authority of the priesthood, the power of godliness is not
manifest unto men in the flesh.” It is apparently in the ordinances of the
priesthood that its efficacy is established. But the effectiveness of
ordinances is often such a private, personal matter. For instance, does baptism
work? Work at what? Well, one purpose of baptism is to provide a way for us to
make a covenant with God. It certainly does this, but that is more a legalistic
function. It also signifies our entry into the Church, but that is an
institutional, record-keeping sort of matter. Beyond these functions, baptism
is supposed to produce some kind of spiritual effect. How do we know if it does
this? That is something that can only be answered by each person, looking deep
inside for evidence of a spiritual rebirth. In my own case, I don’t even
remember my own baptism. My only memory of that distant day is that a fellow
baptismal candidate was so scared of the water that she clung to the railing
and cried and refused to enter the font. She was baptized the next month, I
believe, but her trauma completely distracted me from the significance of my
own baptism. Consequently, I have no memory of entering the water myself. And
being baptized at age eight, I really have a hard time saying that my baptism
made any sort of noticeable spiritual difference in my life.
What about the
sacrament? How do we know if it is efficacious? Again, this is a question we
can only answer individually, as we search our own hearts. My own experience is
that I’ve never had any sort of spiritual experience related to the sacrament.
I’m sure that’s more a reflection on my state of spiritual insensitivity than
on the ordinance itself, and I have heard others express their feelings about
how much the sacrament means to them. Still, there is no way to accurately
assess the effectiveness of the sacrament.
But there is one
particular ordinance that I believe we can use—perhaps because it is supposed
to produce a more visible physical effect—to gauge the efficacy of Mormon
priesthood. It is the giving of health blessings. Because these blessings
result in either the healing of the recipient or the failure to heal, I believe
we have to consider these blessings as evidence as we look at the inherent
efficacy of the priesthood we claim. And here I must admit that I am of two
minds.
Elder Miller and the Snake
I would be the
first to admit that there are indeed miracles associated with priesthood
blessings. I have never been deathly ill myself, but I have received a couple
of blessings in my life for minor health inconveniences that I believe were
effective. And on my office wall I have a small photo of a missionary holding a
very dead six-foot-long snake by the tail. I scanned it so you can see it.
Whenever I look at this picture, it reminds me that priesthood blessings can
sometimes have very dramatic results. I received this snapshot from a mission
president in the Philippines when I was there on assignment for the Liahona interviewing members for a story
that appeared in the Church’s international magazine and in the Ensign. Along with the photograph, I
received a handwritten account from Elder Brandon Miller about the snake. This
is how the Liahona version of his
story goes:
It was the rainy season in the
Philippines and had been raining all day. Rain often brought unwanted creatures
into our house—usually spiders, rats, and such.
As my companion and I arrived home
after a day of proselyting, we noticed a light on at our neighbors’ house and
we thought we would visit them. We decided to stop at our house and pick up
some photographs of our families to show them.
We kept the pictures on the bottom
shelf between our beds. As I reached for mine, I suddenly felt a pain in my
right hand. Looking down, I saw that a snake had just bitten me.
I called to my companion, Elder
Regis, and he ran to see what the problem was. I showed him the blood on my
hand and said I’d been bitten by a snake. A neighbor ran in because of the
commotion and helped us look for the snake. We found it when it struck from
under the bed at a board Elder Regis was holding. The neighbor cried out, “That’s
a Philippine cobra!”
Elder Regis killed the snake. I
realized I was getting dizzy, so we rushed to Bishop Rotor’s house because he
had some experience treating snakebites. He hurriedly began to do what he could
to help me.
My chest was becoming heavy, and it
was hard to breathe. A darkness seemed to cloud my thoughts, and I began to
lose consciousness. Then I heard a voice say, “If you want to finish your
mission on earth, you need a blessing.”
I stayed conscious long enough to
say, “Will you give me a blessing?”
The bishop answered, “Yes, just let
me finish this first.” It was hard for me to stay alert, but I heard the voice
persist, “You need a blessing now. You cannot wait.” This time I said in a
commanding voice, “Give me a blessing!”
I don’t remember the words of the
blessing my companion and Bishop Rotor gave me. But I put all my trust in the
Lord and His priesthood. During the prayer I began to come to my senses, and I
vomited repeatedly. As I heard the final words of the blessing, the vomiting stopped.
I was aware of my surroundings and felt a warm feeling of comfort and love fill
my body. I knew that my Father in Heaven loved me and I would be OK.
My zone leader, Elder Howarth,
brought to the bishop’s home a doctor who was investigating the Church. By this
time about two hours had passed. We left for a hospital located about an hour
away from where I was serving.
On the way the doctor asked me to
tell him what had happened. Elder Howarth said, “Doctor, shouldn’t we speed
up?” The doctor’s answer was, “Why? He should already be dead. He is a lucky
man.” The Philippine cobra is the deadliest snake in the Philippines.1
That’s quite a
story. As I think about it from this distance, I have two thoughts. First, I
find it interesting that the voice told him he needed a blessing. Oddly, the
voice, as Elder Miller remembered it, didn’t say “priesthood blessing,” but
just “blessing.” I don’t know if that is significant, especially since a Mormon
today would understand “blessing” to mean “priesthood blessing,” but that
omission did catch my attention. Of course, God could just as easily have healed
him without any sort of priesthood ritual. But for some reason he was
instructed to get a blessing. I’ve thought about that often, and I don’t really
have a good explanation for it. It is simply what the voice told him.
Second, the cynic
in me says, “Well, there must be another explanation.” As it turns out,
depending on the list you use and the criteria those lists are based on, the
Philippine cobra ranks anywhere from the second to the ninth most venomous
snake on earth. But its bite doesn’t always cause death. In fact, in one study
of 39 victims of Philippine cobra bites, only two died. Other studies suggest
the mortality rate for cobra bites is less than 10 percent. The symptoms Elder
Miller described, however, are exactly right for a cobra bite. The relevant
point here is that, regardless of statistical probabilities or any other
factors, the rapidity with which Elder Miller recovered is astonishing. So I
would have to say that the blessing he received was indeed efficacious. Maybe
he would have survived anyway, but the message he received from the voice
seemed to indicate otherwise.
Inconsistent Outcomes
This is a
miraculous story, but unfortunately life is never so simple. For every Brandon
Miller story, there are several stories that don’t turn out so well. In recent
weeks, I have had a fellow ward member and a long-time friend die of cancer
after both received priesthood blessings and both families felt strongly that
their loved one was supposed to live. My long-time friend succumbed to cancer
after a brutal four-year battle. He was a counselor in a stake presidency. He
received priesthood blessings promising him he would be healed. He and his
family exercised great faith and did everything they could to beat the disease,
including surgeries, chemo, radiation, and, eventually, experimental treatments.
They felt they were receiving spiritual assurances all along the way that he
was supposed to be healed. They viewed certain fortuitous developments as tiny miracles
that inspired confidence in the desired outcome. But in the end, their faith
and prayers and optimism and the promises given through priesthood blessings
were less potent than the cancer.
This story is a
virtual repeat of the ordeal a different neighbor of ours went through a couple
of years ago. Different form of cancer, same priesthood promises, same level of
righteous living, same faith, same prayers, same result. We try to explain
these failures away. Maybe their faith was insufficient. Maybe the person
giving the blessing misunderstood the promptings of the Spirit. Maybe the Lord just
did not want the cancer victim to live. But I have a hard time buying these
explanations. I have another friend whose sister-in-law was diagnosed with
cancer while her husband was serving as a mission president. She received a
priesthood blessing from an Apostle, who blessed her that she would be healed.
But she died within months. What are we to think? If an Apostle can’t get the
correct inspiration, then what hope do the rest of us mere mortals have? How do we explain the seeming inconsistency
of results from priesthood blessings? I don’t have an answer for this.
I have an
account, written in first person, supposedly, by my great-great-grandfather,
Thomas Sirls Terry, who was a captain in a pioneer company. Let me quote him:
In crossing the plains coming to the
Valley, I was put in charge of a company of Saints as Captain. We left Florence
the last of June, 1857. For the five hundred mile trip, I had hard work to get
the company along as they were not used to traveling with oxen. In crossing
Loop Fork, one branch of the Platt River we could not go straight across. It
was very high. We had to start in and then go up stream half a mile then cross
to the other side.
We were all day in getting over. In
getting the teams across I crossed the river eleven times. The last time was
after dark. I could only see my way by camp fires on the other side of the
river.
When going to bed I heard a rap at my
wagon. “Oh Captain, my daughter is dead.” It was Brother James Stevenson; I
dressed myself and went to his wagon. His daughter, Lucy, had passed to the
other side. She was dead. I sent for Captain John Dustin who was Captain of the
second ten. Brother Dustin was a man of great faith. We administered to her.
But she did not revive. She did not come back to life. After some time we
administered again, but of no use. She still layed in death’s arms.
I spoke to Brother Dustin and asked
him to stay with the family, that I would go out, but would come back soon. I
went to my wagon and got my Temple clothes. I went off in the darkness a
quarter of a mile. I dressed myself in my Temple clothes. I knelt down and
asked my Heavenly Father in the name of his Son, the Lord Jesus Christ, that if
it was His will that the spirit of the young sister return to its body.
After I had returned I found Sister
Lucy still dead, the family were all crying. I said to Brother Dustin, we will
administer to her again. We placed our hands upon her head and I asked my
Heavenly Father that her spirit might return to its body. Before we took our
hands off her head her Spirit returned and she came to life. The time
altogether was one hour. She came to the Valley and was married.
The last sentence
of this story is pretty funny if you know what really happened. Yes, she “was
married.” She became Thomas Sirls Terry’s third wife. But it didn’t last. She
liked to dance, and Thomas didn’t, so she left him. Some thanks for raising you
from the dead, huh? But how reliable is this story? I’ve been trying to figure
that out for years. This account comes from a book compiled about the Thomas
Sirls Terry family by Nora Lund, who is now dead, so I can’t ask here where she
found it. It isn’t part of Thomas Sirls Terry’s official personal history. Lund
attached it to the end of the personal history with only this note of
explanation: “Due to the length of Grandfather’s diary it will not be possible
to record it all in this book. From here on, excerpts will be included quoted
in his own words.” The only problem is that this story of raising Lucy
Stevenson from the dead is, oddly, not mentioned in his pioneer diary from
1857, which is housed in the Church History Library. So I have no clue where
Nora Lund found this story. Maybe in some other diary? If so, it’s probably
gathering dust in the attic of one of my distant cousins. The problem is that I
can’t verify that the story was actually recorded by Thomas Sirls in his own
handwriting. So what am I supposed to make of it? It’s quite a story if it’s
true. It sounds true, but I can’t be sure.
Troy’s Ordeal
I have another
story, this one very close to home, that doesn’t have any historical ambiguity,
but I still have questions about it. In January of 1989, my wife began
experiencing problems with her third pregnancy. She asked me to give her a
blessing. I prayed for guidance and felt impressed that the baby was supposed
to live, so I blessed her accordingly. The problems persisted, and at five
months she lost the amniotic fluid, which put her in the hospital for the
duration, whatever that might be. It turned out to be about a month, at which
point she went into labor, and the baby was delivered by emergency C-section.
My wife had been transferred to University Hospital in Salt Lake City because
it was one of the few hospitals that had an experimental lubricant (surfactant)
for preemies’ lungs that might give our baby more of a chance.
The baby was born
at 10:58 p.m., and they took him immediately to the newborn intensive care unit
(NICU), while I stayed with my wife because of some complications during the
C-section. At some point during the night, a nurse came to get me. Things
weren’t looking good, and they thought I should be there. They put me in a
rocking chair, and I watched while they tried everything they could to save this
little blue-gray, two-pound-ten-ounce preemie. But nothing was working. I
remember sitting there in that chair, having a quiet conversation with God. I
told him what I had felt when I gave my wife the requested blessing. I still
felt that the baby was supposed to live. So I watched patiently. They were down
to their last resort, a medication that was supposed to expand the blood
vessels to hopefully allow more oxygen to get from the severely underdeveloped
lungs to the rest of the little body. Well, it worked.
Troy went through
a very difficult ordeal, and I can’t count the number of times the doctors and
nurses gave us either bad news or hopeless prognoses, but after three months we
were able to bring him home. Troy is now 26 and is dealing with his own set of
challenges, but lung health is not one of them. Here again, though, I am not
sure exactly what role the priesthood blessing I gave played in his survival. Who
am I to gauge just what impact that blessing had in the outcome of that
precarious situation? All I know is that the feeling I had was accurate. Troy
was supposed to live. But would he have lived without the priesthood blessing?
Without our faith in that blessing? That’s a tough question.
A Few Final Words
So what can we
conclude about priesthood health blessings? Only that sometimes they work and
sometimes they don’t. Sometimes they produce miraculous results. Sometimes the
results are positive, but we don’t know exactly what role the blessing played.
Sometimes they don’t work at all, in spite of great faith and even apostolic
assurances. And we don’t really know why they do or don’t work. There seems to
be no pattern, only random effectiveness. Which, for me, simply adds one more
question to the long list of questions I’ve brought up in this series of posts
on authority. As far as I’m concerned, we are not even close to figuring out
authority in the Church. It is, like so many other aspects of our religion, not
as cut and dried as we would like to believe.
And that is where
I will leave it. Thanks for enduring seventeen weeks of posts on this
perplexing topic. Next week, with the new year, on to a new topic too.
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1.
Brandon J. Miller, “I Needed a Blessing,” Liahona 25, no. 9 (September 2001): 42, 44. There is
an interesting side story here. When I submitted this account to be published,
my good colleagues at the Ensign told
me there was no way they could publish a story about a voice from an unseen
source speaking to someone. I thought that odd, but they were adamant. So the Ensign version reads, “Then I had a
distinct impression that if I wanted to finish my mission on earth, I needed a
blessing.” No voice, just a “distinct impression.” And when the bishop delayed,
“the impression came again, extremely strong, that I needed a blessing now. I
could not wait.” Brandon J. Miller, “I Needed a Blessing,” Ensign 31, no. 9 (September 2001): 64–65. Since I worked at the Liahona at the time, I insisted that we
print the story as Elder Miller told it, so we have the odd circumstance here of
one Church magazine publishing the true version of a story and another Church
magazine publishing a version that isn’t quite true. So it goes.